Can you love animals too much when you're a farmer?
My answer is yes. I try not to but the answer is yes you can be too attached.
Now I'm not a primary producer, I'm a self sufficient hobby farmer. If I had 1000 head of cattle I would probably know 5 or 6 of them pretty well and the rest would be somewhat indiscriminate and come market time, off they would go. For me I just have 5 miniature black angus, 4 of them have names Wholey Moley, Hepburn, Zulu and little Nelson. The 5th, whom I'm challenging myself over, his name is Meat, well it's Inyama which is the Zulu word for meat. I figure if every day when i talk to him I call him 'meat' it will remind me not to become attached.
I do have a plot/area on my farm called the, Great Pet's Graveyard, and here is where I've buried my favourites, 2 dogs and 1 chook so far. It's up on the hill where they can overlook the farm and keep up-to-date with the happenings and I often go past and call them all by their names - Sam, Olivia and Bob. I've lost a cow and an alpaca since I've been here, both in birth and I've had to have them buried. I'm such a softy, I've shown the excavator driver where to put the hole then excused myself I just hate seeing them go in the ground. But I'm not a total loss. I do kill my own chicken, turkeys and geese - not ones I've given a name to but indiscriminate ones. When you see 4 or 5 young roosters rearing into the same hen mating with her several time and ripping the feathers from her back until she is bleeding it become easy to take their heads off. It's necessary to take their heads off. I just apologise to them, say sorry their only crime was to be born a male then down comes the axe, quick and fast. Thats the thing about breeding animals it's pretty much 50/50 when it comes to the male and female mix and too many males leads to chaos.Describing myself however, I'd say I'm just a softy that will always struggle with having to do what needs to be done, but I get it done.
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